Exhausted.

2 jobs. 

Online degree.

Brodie.

Phillip.

Cheyanne.

Laundry.

Life.

This is the earliest I've went to bed in weeks (12:07am) and 7am comes bright and early.

Today, I left Brodie at daycare for the first time ever. Aunt Karen has an in home daycare and he is going there. It was so hard. He left this am with Mrs. Tina and she dropped him off...Thank God...I couldn't have done it. 

When he got home, he ran to me and squeezed me tight.

He said: " I said where mama go and I cried"....then he did a fake cry. Then he looked at me and said "mama right there" and pointed at me. 

Yep, I cried.

I'm still so sad. Luckily, it's just Monday-Wednesday. 

I feel lost without my sidekick.